SAIMA I N ALL WALKS OF MY LIFE

Why fear when Iam here?!

 I had to travel from Calicut to Bapatla,where my new college is, on 30th of last month! And for our 'bad luck' we (I and Amma) got the waiting list 1 nd 2 fo the train journey!! We thought that it would get confirmed and again for our depression, it didnt get confirm and we pleaded the ttr as we had many luggages with us!! I argued with Swami...Why always choosing me for such bad lucks...When the people who got confirmed their bearths came to the compartment, we had to move to the end and we 4 (2 for company ;)) were there without a seat/ bearth..later one of the men got confirmed (u know he was waiting list 4!! how dare that second ttr was?!!,i thought...he got money from him sold him a seat) his seat.As my amma dont knw the art of bribing, we didnt get!!!And as i felt sad seeing ammas expression, i said simply that, swami will arrange a seat for us..we continued to sit on that side lower bearth, amma started to read ramakadha rasavahini...and i started talking(arguing) to swami...After a while, we heard the people near our bearth, talking about swamis glory(felt an undefinable happiness)..:) :) :) and for my surprise suddenly a voice told me that, why are you worried...i am also sitting with u no>?!:) and when it was time to sleep, suddenly somebody in that group told amma that they have one extra bearth and we may take that :) :) :) Next part of drama happened in college hostel...We reached college one day before (31st) and had to stay in the college ladies hostel..and on the way back to college after a small shopping, amma asked me, oh...why not a thing about swami is here?! actually i didnt hear that, coz i never felt so, wherever i go, whatever happens, whatever i argue with swami....! At the next moment when we looked at the paper bit that was covering the mosquito coil we bought, it had a sweet smiling face of swami...it had some telugu news bit!!! I kept that in my personal diary. loving sairam...<3

sairam

All the exhortations to shed grief and be of good cheer seems mere theory..Who can stop
that sharp pain in the chest ,the void in the heart,the aching head and streaming eyes?
That sweet form with smiling face,dose divine feet,when shall we see them again?
Well…we have to console ourselves with
HIS very words “ pleasure is but an interval between two pains”..This distress too shall pass and he shall fill that void again…sooner or later..

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

A Special Video Documentary on TV Channels

For the Attention of Viewers in India Two TV Channels in India will air a special documentary on the Life and Mission of Bhagawan Sri Sathya Sai Baba. Entitled "The Miracle of Pure Love", this video will offer a glimpse of the glorious life of Bhagawan Baba, which is a saga of Sacrifice and Pure Love. TV Channel Date/Day Time Sanskar TV April 24, 2011, Sunday 8 p.m. - 9 p.m. Aastha TV April 27, 2011, Wednesday 9.30 p.m. - 10.30 p.m. Please bring this to the attention of your family and friends, and anyone who is inquisitive or interested in the Life and Mission of Swami.

SAIMA IN ALL WALKS OF MY LIFE

DHARSHAN ON SRI RAMA NAVAMI

Like a camera zooming in...,Swami came so vivid and clear on a very big stage in white rob.I could see only a glimpse of my Saima...It was crowded there...Swami flowed on the stage like a calm river...crown-like hair...kindful eyes...loving grin.......slowly and steadily swami walkd to and fro on the stage...


I wanted to see close.. I tried alot...but in vain and got up suddenly...I didn't check for the time as I wanted to sleep once more! Anyway, it is for the first time Swami came to me in white rob..


Loving sairam...:)

Come back Oh Lord

Spring has been hidden in the attic of summer,

Love and hope still sparkle

Like a tiny lamp in the dark corner.

With heart drenched in blood we await You on the parched way,

To glimpse the orange ridden morning and black curls that sway

Come back Oh Lord, to the fragrant solace of our songs

We know You are not like us, You cannot hide, neither the love of Yours that lucidly flows through Your eyes,

Nor the warmth of light that our soul aspires.

Come back to us, for beneath Your palms our dreams rest

For many stories are yet to be told, many pages to be filled

Come back with that sweet immortal touch and the redeeming gaze

With Your form soothe our eyes that are ablaze.

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OM SRI SAI RAM

SAIMA IN ALL WALKS OF MY LIFE

ALL I NEED IS...

Saima,
Take my eyes
So that, they can see you always.
Saima,
Take my nose
So that it can sense your fragrance always.
Saima,
Take my ears
So that they can hear your melodious voice always.
Saima,
Take my lips
So that, they can smile to you always.
Saima,
Take my tongue
So that, they can praise you always.
Saima,
Take my throat
So that, they can sing for you always.
Saima,
Take my hands
So that, they can work for you always.
Saima,
Take my legs
So that, they can walk for you always.
Saima,
Take my heart
So that, it can beat for you always.
Saima,
Take everything and myself from me
All I need is to be with you always.

SAIMA IN ALL WALKS OF MY LIFE

SOMETHING SPECIAL

We were blessed with the divine Paadanamaskaara for the VIdya Vahini training camp held at Puttaparthi on 12th February 2011.

All were eagerly waiting in the queue to get into the first row for the divine dharshan. I and Anitha got late as we had to keep our books and pens in the room before entering the dharshan hall. Our friends somehow managed to keep two spaces for us in front of the queue with them. We were informed to gather in Poornachandra hall for the divine dharshan. My mind and heart were in a blissful state and I felt like smiling to everybody. When the shutter opened, ladies were allowed to get in first according to the protocol 'ladis first'. I seated at the third position in the second row. We were seated lengthwise running the divine path in between two rows. 
Bhajans were singing outside in Kulwant hall and thousands were waiting there for Swami's dharshan. Lucky ourselves, just 300 in a special hall, waiting for the divine dharshan. After an hour or so, Swami entered Poornachandra in his wheel chair. For the first time in my life Iam seeing Saima this close. Still that dharshan is in  my eyes. Unlike previous dharshans, I didn't cry or weep or was not witha heavy heart. But I was completely happy and was in a blissful state of mind. I was smiling widely to Swami. Swami patiently went through all the files shown by the faculty members of the Vidya Vahini Project in detail and heard them kindly and gave instructions. Swami blessed them with giving Paadanamaskaara and vibhuthi packets. At that time I remembered my argument with Saima last day:
"Swami, I don't want dharshan if you are gonna give dharshan from such a great distance. If it is gonna be like this, there is no point in you telling us that this is not Swami's home but our amma's home. When a child comes to her amma's home, obviously amma will take care of the child very much and will ask about her well being. But, what is happening now? You are giving a distant dharshan, as if we have never known each other.!"

After Swami had gone through all the files, He moved the wheel chair to where we were seated. Saima flowed like a breeze carrying the fragrance of divine eternal love; Saima moved like a drizzle cooling the heated hearts and minds with the divine eternal love. I could feel Swami like an ocean of love which has no starting point and no end point, concentrated and confined to a small lovely pure human form; an unimaginable vastness tapped in a little matter. Swami moved directly to our row and I felt so happy (beyond words and explanations) and I smiled blindly widely to Swami. Saima asked, "Ennamma...:" ":Ennamma..." to us as if he was replying my argument of last day. In reply to my demand, Swami looked directly to my eyes kindly and I called out "Swami..." I felt like He nodded in yes. Suddenly I took Paadanamaskaara and for a moment everything went blank; the whole world, everyone and evrything had gone far away from me and it was Swami and myself only. Unknowingly I started crying. I felt like Swami quenched my thirst which was there for years; I felt like I got the whole universe as gift; I felt like getting something for which I was yearning for lives.

Just imagine, how it will be, getting God's Paadanamaskaara. Still I can't believe the moment. Still I doubt, was that a dream?! Swami's Paadam is soft and I sensed warmrh at the moment I touched Swami's feet. I don't know what happened next! I burst into tears and hid my face in my hands with which I touched the divine feet. I felt like doing Abhisheka with my tears to Swami's feet. Everything happened all of a sudden. Now I wish, that moment to be paused.

Saima..., I love you so much. Give me the power to do youir works more. Swami, please make me a tool in all your works. Iam chasing you Swami..I wan't you..Swami....my beloved Saima.... I love you sooooooo.......................MUCH... 

REMEMBER YOU ARE THE BUILDING BLOCK OF YOUR SOCIETY

Tumse achha kaun SAI MAA

Tumse achha kaun SAI MAA
तुमसे अच्छा कौन साईं माँ 
jeevan ke safar mein tere sang chalenge
जीवन के सफ़र में तेरे संग चलेंगे 
Tumse achha kaun SAI MAA
तुमसे अच्छा कौन साईं माँ 
is duniya mein tere siva koi nahi hai pyaar yahan
इस दुनिया में तेरे सिवा कोई नहीं है प्यार यहाँ 
jab mein pukarun tumko hi pauun jaise aasmaan mein chaand sitaare 
जब में पुकारूं तुमको ही पाऊँ जैसे आसमान में चाँद सितारे 
Tumse achha kaun SAI MAA
तुमसे अच्छा कौन साईं माँ 
har sason mein samaane vale tum hamare praan ho
हर सासों में समाने वाले तुम हमारे प्राण हो 
sabke dilon mein basne vale tum hamare takdeer ho
सबके दिलों में बसने वाले तुम हमारी  तकदीर हो 
Tumse achha kaun SAI MAA
तुमसे अच्छा कौन साईं माँ 
jeevan ke safar mein  tere sang chalenge
जीवन के सफ़र में तेरे संग चलेंगे 
Tumse achha kaun SAI MAA
तुमसे अच्छा कौन साईं माँ 

This song was written and composed by one of the old student in Sathya Sai University by name Vishal Mukiya 

Jai Sai Ram

This is my prayer to thee, my lord--strike, strike at the root of penury in my heart.

Give me the strength lightly to bear my joys and sorrows.

Give me the strength to make my love fruitful in service.

Give me the strength never to disown the poor or bend my kneesbefore insolent might.

Give me the strength to raise my mind high above daily trifles.

And give me the strength to surrender my strength to thy will with LOVE. 

                     Rabindranath Tagore’s    Gitanjali

SAIMA INALL WALKS OF MY LIFE

There is no yardstick
To measure my Swami's love!
No instrument in this universe
Can weigh my Swami's care!
It is beyond infinity
It is beyond words and explanations
It is beyond everything
It is beyond forever...
Taste the nectar
As much as possible
Because, it is the only way to know it,
But can't measure!!!

Is Our Living Enriching Life?

SAIMA IN ALL WALKS OF MY LIFE

A GEM FROM THE ROADSIDE


Yesterday I was about to go for a Yuva Vikas class at Nemom Sai Samithi in Trivandrum. I was asked to wait near a stadium by the education incharge of the Ookode Sai Samithi. I reached near the stadium 10 minutes early. A graceful face welcomed me there; Sooraj Kumar (for the sake of naming). He said he is a 4th standard student of some nearby school. As yesterday was republic day, it was holiday. When I asked what was in his cover, he showed me some old iron pieces and iron gadgets, which was meant to sell. He is a motherless child, still I could see all the grace, happiness and contentment in his face and his words. When I asked about the breakfast, he told that, they didn't cook anything as there were nothing left in the home. So his grandmother gave him those gadgets to sell and get money to buy something for breakfast. 

His eyes were fully satisfied for what he has and his smile was full of contentment and consideration. If such a small boy (beautiful in my words and to my eyes) can smile and talk open heartedly even in those situations, why can't we?! Instead we go behind more desires and luxuries. That small boy taught me a great principle of life and he has become a Guru for me. I saw Saima in him!

SAIMA IN ALL WALKS OF MY LIFE

Swami, take everything from me

And give me your Self!

Swami, take I from me

And give me We!

Swami, take all attachments from me

As they pull me away from you!

Swami, I surrender whole heartedly,

I don't want anything, other than You!

Anything other than Swami

Can never satisfy me!

SAIMA IN ALL WALKS OF MY LIFE!!!

Tell me how?!!!

Whenever I see Swami, Whenever I feel Swami's presence, I feel a deep craving for Swami..I feel a craving to be in Swami's hold all the time! I cry uncontrollably! At the time I experience an eternal bliss and I like to be in that state forever. Can anybody help me to know how I can achieve that state of mind always?

loving sairam

OM SRI SAI RAM

Only an ardent devotee can understand and experience the bliss of oneness with God. Sugar tastes bitter to a person suffering from malaria. The defect lies in their tongue, not in the sugar. So is the case with a person immersed in worldly desires. If you are immersed in it, you cannot experience the sweetness of Divinity. Have the firm conviction “God is in me, with me, around me, behind me.” When you think on these lines, you become divine. Never entertain the thought that you are separate from God.