Why fear when Iam here?!
I had to travel from Calicut to Bapatla,where my new college is, on 30th of last month! And for our 'bad luck' we (I and Amma) got the waiting list 1 nd 2 fo the train journey!! We thought that it would get confirmed and again for our depression, it didnt get confirm and we pleaded the ttr as we had many luggages with us!! I argued with Swami...Why always choosing me for such bad lucks...When the people who got confirmed their bearths came to the compartment, we had to move to the end and we 4 (2 for company ;)) were there without a seat/ bearth..later one of the men got confirmed (u know he was waiting list 4!! how dare that second ttr was?!!,i thought...he got money from him sold him a seat) his seat.As my amma dont knw the art of bribing, we didnt get!!!And as i felt sad seeing ammas expression, i said simply that, swami will arrange a seat for us..we continued to sit on that side lower bearth, amma started to read ramakadha rasavahini...and i started talking(arguing) to swami...After a while, we heard the people near our bearth, talking about swamis glory(felt an undefinable happiness)..:) :) :) and for my surprise suddenly a voice told me that, why are you worried...i am also sitting with u no>?!:) and when it was time to sleep, suddenly somebody in that group told amma that they have one extra bearth and we may take that :) :) :) Next part of drama happened in college hostel...We reached college one day before (31st) and had to stay in the college ladies hostel..and on the way back to college after a small shopping, amma asked me, oh...why not a thing about swami is here?! actually i didnt hear that, coz i never felt so, wherever i go, whatever happens, whatever i argue with swami....! At the next moment when we looked at the paper bit that was covering the mosquito coil we bought, it had a sweet smiling face of swami...it had some telugu news bit!!! I kept that in my personal diary. loving sairam...<3
